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Creativity and my unconscious
Making art is a process where the conscious meets the unconscious, and both are displayed. I want to liberating unconscious forces, have them flow through to my work.
Why? Because I believe that the strongest work that I`ve done is so because it speaks about more than what is seen but also expresses my unconscious. It gains an additional force. If what I make lacks the element of unconscious revealing, then it is sterile, merely a craft product.
Let`s say I go painting and seek a motif to work from. I walk through a range of scenery before settling on a place to work from. My choice of motif is governed by conscious and unconcious forces, by what feels exciting, comfortable, interesting, mysterious or new to me. I`ll be influenced by known factors (I know I like trees) but also by unconscious forces (I am not sure why one specific cluster of birches draws me so).
I am open to what resonates with me and to where that takes me, however odd that might be, however outside tradition or whatever decorative customs might govern expectations about art.
As I proceed to represent the motif, I am again affected by conscious and unconscious forces which drive my decisons- the size of the motif, the emphasis I give on particular colours, the surroundngs, the colours and textures and the way my brush describes the contours of the motif, giving one thing or another emphasis and so forth.
At one stage I might feel something is amiss, seek to abandon the piece as being "not quite right", while at others be strongly convinced that I am "getting somewhere". None of these can easily be articulated and they are really the result of unconscious forces which have their own mysterious laws.
At least, this is the case if I allow the unconscious forces to operate by maintining openness to them.
To contrast: I might be an achitecture student and my artistic choices would be circumscribed by the need to represent a pre-selected building, showing its elevations clearly for the study of other architects, and to follow certain recongnised conventions to allow easy analysis of what I depict.
Or I might have had the conscious notion that depicting a specific house in a certain style would be comercially appealing.
But I cannot force the unconscious to appear from nowhere. Indeed, the more I try the more it hides. All I can do is patiently go, and hope it rises. So I go and work habituually and sometimes this inner force appears, and at other times not.
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